6 years after i have graduated from my O's. I'll be turning 22 in less than few months' time. Time really flies. So much had happened, so many came and left. I have learnt so much throughout these years.
I picked up smoking after leaving secondary school. Tattoo-ed when I turned 18. Took drugs when i was 19. Dropped in and outta schools in between. Became someone I never thought i'd be. My future was never in any of my consideration at all. All I had everyday was fun and sleep. Money wasn't an issue even if I had none. After being mocked and looked down on, a whole lot of stuff went thru my head.
Finally...I turned 21. Nothing much to look forward to... I had no money, no career, and nothing all. Until I got this job as an interior designer at some ID firm during August. Things took for a turn. I came to realize that life wasn't easy at all. I do not come from any rich family,neither do I've someone rich around me for me to depend on. Nothing comes easy. I realized how important money is... I told myself I must be independent. I don't wanna depend on anyone, not even my parents. I want to do better than anyone else around me, to prove that I can do it. That I'm able to get anything I want and support my family,not because I've a rich boyfriend/husband, but because I've the ability to. I used to be someone who live for not the future, but for tomorrow everyday. But now,I'm proud to say I'm happy with my job, because I've never stayed any longer than 2 months before, even though there's many things to overcome and worry about.
But I believe that one very day, I'll succeed and be successful. I WILL. Watch me.
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We all make mistakes. You made yours early and learned early. Family always comes before everyone else.
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